April 9, 2013

  • petals

    I found an old diary of mine in my room. It was very amusing because I'm a completely different person now.  The entries began the summer before I graduated college and ended the day before I got accepted into graduate school. 

    I used to love pressing rose petals between pages.

    The beginning entries were really sad, very pathetic.  My first real relationship was basically crumbling before my eyes and I desperately wanted to hang on, even though I knew that things would never get better.  I really wanted to get into graduate school, but had little hope of getting accepted. I had a really bad relationship with my mother and didn't have too many real friends. It was clear that I wasn't happy with who I was, but I really didn't know how to go about changing.  I just seemed devastated. 

    I'm so happy that things have changed.  I don't think the girl writing those sad entries would have ever thought she would have so many happy chapters in her life. Literally like, 9 hours after I wrote my last entry I got accepted into graduate school.  I have worked hard, and have a 4.0 cumulative GPA to show for it.  I've made new friends and was able to rebuild a relationship with my mom and forgave her for a lot of things. I get to help people every day and I've found a career path that I really enjoy.  I've had so many positive experiences and have made so many good memories.  I've been very unlucky with love, but I have learned to live happily (for the most part) on my own til I meet someone awesome. 

    I guess whenever I feel discouraged, I need to remind myself that I've come very far, and bad times never last. 

     

     

     

April 7, 2013

  • photo dump

    spa castle for the first time

    One of the saunas

    Sofrito

    David H Koch Theater

    Valentines Day flowers

    Nutella pizza

    Fried icecream after hibachi

    Sampling beers.  I had no idea what I was doing laughing

    Cake pops


    My little Walking Dead snack

    Knicks VS Rapters

    So photogenic!

    Some new books I purchased.  I'm currently reading World War Z and I love it.

    My drink!

    Two of my favorite people

    Max Brenner. My friend's fondue dessert

    My dessert. Chocolate, peanut butter and toasted marshmallow pizza

    Best mac and cheese I've ever eaten.  Even came with a side of marinara sauce, which is genius

    Friend's band performing

    My dog keeping me company during the Knicks game

    Valentines day gifts from the family

    Pulled pork, mac and cheese and mashed potatoes at Southern Hospitality

    Princess Kitana

     

    Brunch

    Breakfast foods can serve many purposes

    Being ninjas on the train

    Coffee shop where I hung out with Greek. The barrels reminded me of Donkey Kong

     

April 3, 2013

  • which dress?

    I'm going to a Muse concert in the city next week and I'm so excited! It will be my first time seeing them live, and I've heard nothing but amazing things about their shows. I want a really cool outfit to wear, and I've narrowed it down to three dresses. 

    Which do you like best? My favorite is the R2D2 one, but I think I would be too paranoid about spilling beer on it or something.

     

April 1, 2013

March 31, 2013

  • survey

    When was the last time you ate fast food?
    Hmmmmm I think I had KFC a few weeks ago. 

    Do you get annoyed when people don’t text back straight away?
    Not really, everyone's busy doing their own thing.

    What was the last thing you had to drink?
    Water

    Do you listen to a variety of music, or do you tend to stick to one genre?
    I like a lot of music

    Do you find it easier to study alone, or with other people?
    I like studying alone and then maybe comparing material with people like 20 minutes before the test. 

     

    Did you enjoy the last book you read for fun? what was it?
    Right now I am reading "World War Z" It's a great read, hard to put down. 

    How long does it take you to get out of bed in the morning?
    I usually stay in bed for like 10 minutes and then get ready for the day.

    When you’re going to be at home all day, do you bother to get out of your pajamas?
    I'll usually just change into comfy clothes.

    Before an exam or test, how do you deal with the nerves?
    I just take a deep breath. 

    Given the choice, would you rather drink juice or soda?
    Soda, they're both gross, but at least soda tastes good.

    How many piercings do you have? are there any more that you want?
    Just my ears

    Do you believe a song can change your life? explain:
    Maybe it can give you a push in the right direction.

    What’s your favourite television show that’s no longer on air?
    Boy Meets World, The Shield.

    Do you speak on the phone or text people more?
    Texting.  No one calls me really.

    Do you watch reality tv, or do you prefer other shows?
    Mob Wives is a guilty pleasure, and I love My Strange Addiction.  My shows are Breaking Bad, Walking Dead, and Parks and Rec. 

    Which internet browser do you prefer?
    Firefox, but I usually use safari with my phone and ipad

    Are you capable of fixing your computer if it breaks?
    lol no.

    Do you wear actual pajamas to bed, or do you just wear any old thing?
    I wear sweatpants and graphic tees or tank tops. When I have a boyfriend it's a different story though lol:)

    Do you read or watch tv before you go to sleep, or just lie there and think until you fall asleep?
    I'll usually read

    How old is too old to sleep with stuffed animals, in your opinion?
    Who cares! I have the chesire cat and 2 piggies my grandma gave me on the chair by my bed.

    What was the last movie you watched at home? did you enjoy it?
    I watched a little bit of "Butter" last night.  Could not get into it. 

    Do you prefer to spend your free time alone or with other people?
    I like "me time" but I really enjoy being around my friends and family.

    Do you play angry birds?
    No, I do like ruzzle though.

    Do you tend to get hungry late at night?
    Yes

    How often do you need to charge your phone (on average)?
    Twice a day

    Do you find that your laptop (if you have one) tends to overheat a lot?
    Not really.

    What time do you generally prefer to wake up in the mornings?
    around 9ish

    If someone offered you an all-expenses paid trip to london, where would you go and what would you see?
    I'm going to England next year with Sharon. 

    What type of soda do you prefer? if you don’t drink soda, what’s your favourite fruit juice?
    I like coke and dr. pepper, but I try not to drink too much soda.

    Have you ever slept through your alarm and missed an important appointment?
    Nope, I'm too neurotic for something like that to ever happen.

    Do you tend to snack when you’re on the computer?
    Sometimes.

    How often do you stay up on the computer and completely forget the time?
    Too often, gotta stop that.

    Sometimes do you wish you lived in a fantasy world?
    I want to be a mermaid

    Has anything annoyed you tremendously lately?
    Yup

    Do you like candy as much as willy wonka?
    yup, gimme dat laffy taffy

    Do you tend to get turned off when someone you start dating seems too interested too soon?
    I'm very selective so I hope the guy I date will be selective too, and isn't just dating me to pass the time.

    What kind of sunglasses do you have?
    the coolest 15 dollar glasses around!

    Do you know anyone who drinks tea a lot?
    the queen of england

    Is your sexual orientation a big deal to some people?
    People just need to mind their own business, or focus their intolerance towards real crimes like incest and pedophilia

    What would you say if the ex who hurt you the most told you they hated you?
    My ex and I get along fine, I couldn't imagine him ever saying that.

    Have you ever had boston cream pie toaster strudels?
    No, but that sounds delicious

    Do you think you’ve done a lot of surveys?
    yup

    Have you ever not been able to swallow pills?
    When I was a kid. 

    Have you ever said you hated someone you didn’t know?
    yeah, oops

    Who was the last person that told you they had a confession to make?
    Umm a client at my job

    When was the last time you talked to an ex of yours?
    Umm, Bill and I comment each others instagram every now and then. 

    Has any of your friends dated an ex/previous crush of yours?
    Yup, some people have no respect. 

     When was the last time you had a sleepless night?
    Maybe a few months ago when I was sad.

    Do you know anyone who participates in novembeard?
    Yup

    One word to describe the last person you kissed?
    silly

    What was the last thing you spent money on?
    food and beer

    When is the last time you fell asleep watching a movie?
    Thursday night

    What is on your mind?
    The upcoming week

    Are you counting down for anything?
    Muse concert next month, last day of the semester, my birthday, cuba trip, and family cruise.

    If you could go anywhere right now, where would it be?
    Cruise to Europe

    Does your hair have layers?
    Yes

    Are your nails done?
    Painted them a pretty pink for Easter

    Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
    My dad.

    Do you own anything that is tiedyed?
    No, I want to make a tye dye shirt this summer

    Do you call it fall or autumn?
    Fall.

    What is something you are not looking forward to?
    presenting in class next week.

    Are you feeling guilty about anything right now?
    You don't have to feel guilty when you're doing the right things :)

    Who/what is the last thing you kicked?
    Probably a rock

    What was the last thing put in your mouth?
    food

    Are you wearing any clothes that don’t belong to you?
    Nope

    Do you like where you live?
    Yes, just wish it was warmer

    What do you have pierced on you?
    ears

    Do you blow dry your hair?
    If I’m going out somewhere special, yes… If not, no 

    Who was the last person you cried in front of?
    Probably my mom

    Do you straighten your hair?
    No, it’s naturally straightish

    Has a good friendship ended recently that you wish had not?
    Nope, I don't keep people around for shits and giggles anymore. 

    Does anyone call you babe or baby?
    friends

    Was today a good day?
    yup

March 30, 2013

  • Cuba 2013

    I put down the deposit for my school's travel abroad program! I'm excited for this opportunity and I know it will be one I'll never forget!

    Thank you to everyone who gave me advice, and urged me to take a step out of my comfort zone. 

March 26, 2013

  • I need some advice

    I have the opportunity to travel to Cuba for 3 graduate credits. The trip is only a week long, and I would be learning about Cuban culture, sightseeing and visiting hospitals, orphanages and schools. I have never had an urge to travel to Cuba, but I think it might be a good opportunity for me. I would get to visit a country that Americans really haven't seen much of, I would meet a lot of new people, and grow as a person. Plus getting three credits in one week is pretty awesome.

    I am skeptical about a lot of things though. I've been ensured that the trip is safe, but I still worry. I can afford the trip, but its a lot more expensive than I anticipated.

    What would you guys do?

March 24, 2013

  • blessed

    I have a good family.  I have wonderful friends. An adorable dog.  I go to a great school on a scholarship, I have a job that makes me feel fulfilled.  I have a lot of opportunities coming my way. 

    The rest is gravy, I love my life! :)

March 23, 2013

  • new beginnings

    I'm smart, tough and fickle. 
    I have a large range of boring interests. To name a few: fashion, shopping, abnormal psychology, professional basketball, reading, Quentin Tarantino movies, ballet, fighting video games, self help, and food.
    I'm obsessed with dresses, jewelry, the New York Knicks, and Mortal Kombat.
    My family is my number 1 priority.
    I'm a shopaholic but I also appreciate the simple things in life. 
    I love to eat. I love to laugh. I love to smile.
    I enjoy helping people and I'm trying to become a better person.